Rusted Metal

There will be no image or design right now.... Is it normal for a Metal Musician Or lets say  Metal Music Listener that adopts their attitude to be sad, depressed, stress, paranoid, lonely or whatever you want to call it?? 

 I always hate my self every-time I felt this emotions.... Can't answer why... I'm not doing this post or blog just to be notice or even to be famous.... if you know the feeling of you got no one to talk with, maybe you can understand me...  I don't know if i can believe that i have friends or someone that cares for me, and believe me... I don't know why I'm saying this, Maybe because if i maintain being silent my emotion might explode and I'm not sure what could be the outcome of that explosion, If I could just kill this so called "Emotion", If I could just hardened my heart turn it to pure steel. but I couldn't.... I supposed to be strong and brave, maybe I've just reach my limit, A single Lie and a suspicion breaks me apart.... Maybe every creatures just have their own weakness and strong part. Maybe I should just need to learn how to accept it....

Life ends fast, So take your chance and make it last - Pull the plug